Friday, May 30, 2008
ah today we had a maths lesson.
and i think i pissed the teacher off quite a few times. maybe i shouldn't have made my entrance so loud :/ and maybe talking too loudly doesn't help either.
and sometimes i wonder. am i attracting too much unnecessary attention to myself? i mean like class can (and it does) get boring at some times, but just because the teacher doesn't show it doesn't mean that he (and maybe some others) are irritated when i speak up/shout something random/make a very funny comment. ok fine maybe it isn't funny all the time.
then i guess the idea of audience and context comes into play. i guess as a CT rep making noise and getting the class to react/become more lively might help the class. but as a CT rep i guess i have to find a balance between attracting attention and making the class more lively.
i guess trying to make noise goes two ways. i admit, i am rather attention seeking. ok maybe not rather. maybe very. but this also leads to alienation. and i'm sure not everyone thinks im funny. in fact, sometimes i dont think i'm funny either.
i have to get it in my head this this class is not 4P. not 4P with seetow and hiok and ben and merrill and all the crazy people that collectively make lots of noise and irritate fong say fong and niu yi and almost all the other teachers. 3I is way different from this. and that's what makes us special.
class cip is coming up next week. hopefully this will be a good opportunity for us to bond together as a class. that would be something to look forward to (:
and happy birthday to ben and dan! i know it's a week late, but i think we can safely consider the chalet celebration your real party.
Well you turn when I talk Run when I walk Rise when I fall Burn when I shiver Smile when I frown Go when I come around
posted @6:22 PM
